Long time no see.  Well I saw, I'd look at the page in anger and disgust because nothing was happening to it.  Like any artist good or bad, I tend to beat myself up for lack of skill or money flow and it results in lack of motivation.  Life gets you down and you look at your wacom tablet and go, "screw it."  Well, not anymore.
Sometimes it takes desperate and scary things to happen to make someone do something to better themselves, to feel good about them selves and feel sexy.  We all want to feel desired, worth it and sexy but we can never be that until we are worth it to ourselves first.  If that makes sense.  I'm not a writer here.

So I opened my first Etsy shop online, mainly focused on pinups and sexual things.  Like my jello post said, I am both sexual and I'm not.  I guess I never felt good enough to be exactly what I wanted, but that starts now.  For those of you who do read, please go to the site http://www.etsy.com/shop/RedtideWorks and check out some work that showcases confidence and sexy animals.  Hey, don't judge me.  Just look at stuff and maybe think of buying it, too.